Friday, December 7, 2018

Crying Game

When I cry,
That doesn't mean I am using my best weapon. Rather it means that I am using my final weapon.

When I cry,
That doesn't mean I am not trying to hold it. But because I've been unable to hold it anymore.

When I cry,
It doesn't because I want to look weak. But because I've been unable to pretend to be strong any longer.

When I cry,
That doesn't mean I want to seek for an attention. But because nobody will put an attention anymore.

When I cry,
That doesn't mean I expect you to feel sorry for me, But because I'm feeling sorry for myself.

When I cry,
That doesn't mean I wanted to make someone that I cried for to feel guilty. But because I do not know what mistakes that I've made.

When I cry,
That doesn't mean I'm looking for your concern against me. But precisely because I know, that there will be no one cares about me.

When I cry
Please do not punish me by leaving me just like that. Because I will not be able to bring millions drops of my tears while chasing you...

Dedicated for JP
My Wish Among The Stars